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and im sure all of you miss my postings *giggles

anyway. the encouter jesus camp is WAYYYYYYYYYY COOL!!!!! hahaha. and i got to bunk with two idiots(: MY DAR and EVELYN TAN YUJUN

okay. in the room. we did many stupid stuffs. but the FIRST STUPID thing was the key did not open the door. we were like screaming when we were outside the door of the room but it didn't open=.=. we were like. WALAO! hahaha. okay. mabbe only me. LOL. quite sad wat. hahha. and when eve went to change the keys, dar and i were playing with my cam. ohoh! and the first thing we saw when we entered the room was a HUGE cockroach. *faints. LOL. and at night we were having pillow fight cum westling cum saying my dar's butt BIG/ HUGE/ ENORMOUS. LOL. we were practically crazy and eve did not brush teeth. *dar say must write this.* LOL. and we also met new friends like amelia, amanda, racheal or wateva spelling and many many more who came to our room on the last day to play! hahaah. we were HIGH MAN. haahah.

and the games. SUPER D ONE!
whee~ okay. we had fun, joy and laughters!(: we cheered, ate wasabi, played green bean, some shoe game and that limbo or wateva and the SWIMMING POOL! hahaha. although we lost practically all the games, LOL. but the most important thing is we HAD FUN.(x everything was just great. i enjoyed myself like SIAO. hahahaah.

and last but not least, the services.
they really touched my heart alot(x.
for the first service, i just cried la. lol. EVE AND DAR ALSO HAVE LO. so im not a crybaby! hehehe. anyway, im realliy super thankful that i went to this camp. okay. i cant remember wat the coaches names are yet but i remember their faces can! haahah. okay. so this coach came to enlight me. is a he. okay. so he prayed for me. and told me that i will not be alone anymore, wateva is out there that is going to challenge me, jesus will always support me and guide me. okay. most of the things i didn't understand cuz he spoke in another language but tears just kept flowing. and the thing i remembered most was, dun forget, jesus loves you and he wants you to know that. AWW. and i didn't fall. so i was like left there like an idiot. okay. ppl will fall but i didn't for the first service. lol. its quite funny. but i went back to the back and cried my hearts out. for your information, i haven been going to church for 4 years and i haven been recieving from him. i really do miss GOD alot. (x and i cried my hearts out because i felt, after 4 long years, jesus is still waiting for me to return to him and he is welcoming me with open arms. and he really is loving me alot being so patient with me and all. and im like, touched. okay, some may think its dumb but i really felt his arms covering me, protecting me and asking me to stop crying. (x. woohoo~ hahaah.

okay. and the second service, it was so strong that the WHOLE ballroom, where we were having service were all asking to be close to god. and for this, coach val, MY COACH, so i remember her name came to me. she was passing msg from god to me. and it goes like. may you go through this young life, passing through her veins, making her yours. she will surely do the things you have appointed her for and will be a great leader. WHEE. and as she was touching me two palms, i felt something special. real special. something was entering through my hands into my blood veins. i felt the heat. ITS TRUE OKAY!. okay, and den i fall. and cried a lil. okay. i felt peaceful den some ppl KICK ME CAUSE THEY DIDN'T SEE ME. lol. so i sit up and felt super peaceful. although there was music and all, but i just felt like. he's there. i even felt as though i was hugging him. and he was just there for me.

and den the pastor started to talk to us and said, it wasn't necessary to fall and cry. there are different ways in which jesus and manifest in. and i NEED NOT FALL. and there was also just sitting there and feeling jesus. and i had both!! hahaah.. im so ELATED, DELIGHTED, EXCITED. cause jesus is already in me and the camp is not the end which i will feel jesus, its only the start(x

WOOHOO! im so touched by jesus la. the camp was OH SO AWESOME.

i'll stand
with arms high and heart abandoned
in awe of the one who gave it all
i'll stand
my soul lord to you surrender
all i am is yours
whee, love this song alot.

and NEW CREATION CHURCH ROCK LA!

and last but not least, my two room mates, im so glad to have know you both. you both are the BEST! and not forgetting jerald and jordan. and the new friends i have made. i wan those to last long long.

and god,
im the apple of your eyes
im priceless
i will not look at second best, i will see the BEST
you will help bless my o levels
my dreams will be fulfilled
i blossom upon ur touch
i will let go of things you wan me to let go
i will cast my life upon ur grace
my life will get brighter and brighter.

and thanks COACH ALICE! WOOHOO!~ the LAO DA coach, cause she made the camp so HAPPENING! and so great.